We are the only thinkers in our minds.
– Louise Hay
I’ve been
feeling very disconnected from myself. That’s nothing new really, to be honest, but lately, I feel distracted and very distant from myself. I have attended all of
my shifts this month (-1) which makes me feel proud. I have been disregarding
myself at work. Not staying hydrated, not taking proper breaks, eating crap for
the sake of it etc. On my days off, I do nothing and sometimes even less than
that. It’s at a point now where I don’t even plan on doing anything let
alone plan something and not follow through with it. I haven’t been creating,
writing. Wearing makeup is a thing of the past. I get signs to meditate, get
fresh air, watch something that promotes growth, sleep routine & waking up
earlier, read… But never act on it. I feel so sick of continually getting to
this point. It is so draining to know that this vicious cycle will just keep
going round and round. I want to change/improve but I never actually do it. So
sick and tired of my own unwillingness to commit to myself and my highest good.
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