• about me •

Hello and welcome to findingnoo! (previously nickysbeautyquest)
I'm Nicky, I'm 32 (bruh) and I live near London UK.

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Capricorn stellium 👑whut whut👑
Tea is life
gif jedi
Hopeless romantic in a sceptics body
Make up obsessed
Over-user of emoji's
generally being sarcastic
dream : to have a french bulldog
love me some amethyst
spend most of my time rolling my eyes
why'd they discontinue the ud naked palette tho?

Want more? k...
A firm believer in : laughter, cake, animals, the colour orange, Sterling K. Brown, eye shadow palettes, peonies, autumn, Deep Blue Sea, spicy food, Christina Aguilera, lillies, long walks, Pinterest, cardigans, flaming hot monster munch, kindness, tumblr aaaand Beauty and the Beast of course.

In 2014 I was diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder which then proceeded to take over my life for a solid three years.
In 2016 I began trying to better my mental health in the hope that it would in turn improve my life.
It's been one hell of a journey but since August 2018 I consider myself to be in recovery from OCD.
🎆 Punch the sky with me 🎆

Despite coming on leaps and bounds with regards to my OCD, depression is something that I struggle with most days.
It is something that I am still trying to learn about and what it means for me and my life.
I'm trying my best to practice compassion toward my mental health and take each moment as it comes.

In 2017 I was diagnosed with Relapsing-Remitting Multiple Sclerosis.
I have lesions on both my brain and my spine.
It may have been some time but I'm still getting my head round this my diagnosis and stuff.
It's tricky.
I'm hoping to speak more about living with MS as I think it may be helpful to some 💕

In 2020 I was told that I am experiencing “traits of EUPD”.
I have been wondering for some time if I were living with bpd so finding out that I have some traits was somewhat of a relief.
My moods are eRraTiC. Which proves difficult for maintaining consistency with anything in my life 😒
Currently waiting to start some therapy to help with my emotions etc. Will keep you posted.

In conclusion...
Since 2016 I have been working on my relationship with myself.
It hasn't been easy.
I decided to go on a journey of self discovery.
I am learning more about myself than I ever have.
I am for the first time, prioritizing my recovery. Putting it first and foremost (most of the time - I'm still working on it! 😅)
This too is being documented on my blog and YouTube channel.
It's wonderful to look back and see how far I have come.

As of 2018, I am on a journey of healing, growing and seeking peace.
I'm finally finding myself again and I'm feeling rather badass 💪😃 

This is my little corner of the world where I can completely be myself.
No pressure, no filtering, no added sugar, not watered down, just me and I would love to be able to help anyone along the way 😊

As always, sending you love and kickassery 😏💪💋💖
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